I wonder

I thought of you today...
in the song that played, in the show I watched.
the curls on the main character and the mention of your State.
in the way that the melody made me move and the way it hurt inside to look and not see you there.
with the mention of your name in three different encounters.

I wonder what it would be like if you were here?
Next to me in the car while I sing that song.
across from me at dinner.


But I hope you are happy, that you are well, that there will be a time when I will no longer have to wonder..